My inner critic: "You're not strong enough. Your vulnerability and your anxiety make you weak. You're not successful enough. You're almost 25, you should have come way further than this by now. All the mistakes you've made has ruined you and now you're damaged forever.
If there is something I am certain off, it's that things never go well when you're trying to be something you're not. When you're forcing another personality onto yourself because you think that's better or more fun.